Monday, January 4, 2010

It is well...

Lately life has been slowly feeling like I'm out of control...and you know what? I hate bein out of control. I hate that feeling of knowing 'I am not in control.' Scares the living you know what out of me. But you know what...that's exactly how its suppose to be. I'm not suppose to be "in control." If I have everything in control or under control, who is God to me? Why do I need a God who always has everything in control?
How big do I think I am to have my whole life under control....How stupid can I be?
God is in total, utter, and complete control of my life and that's exactly how it should be. I should never feel like I have everything right or stress free or in control-that means something is definitely NOT in control. If I feel like all is ok...that's when its not.
That feeling of being out of control-that feeling of complete uselessness...that's when God uses us the most and that's when we should feel ok...hmmm seems opposite in todays world.
So think back to the song "It is well" because truely when our life seems out of control and spiralling....IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL. but only because God has it all under control! Thank you Daddy!

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