Friday, March 26, 2010

Unknown

Saw the eyes of a scared, lonely 18 year old boy today leaving the facility...he was leaving a place where he was taken care of, nurtured, and loved. Three meals a day, a roof over his head, a place to sleep and clothes to wear. But he was going to a place of the unknown-no meaningful relationships-no therapist to tell him what he's doing wrong-no teacher to help him further his education-no behavior guide to confront him when he steps out of line. Now hes going to a place of the unknown. Who knows what he's going "home" to-Who knows what is waiting for him at "home"...
He holds his head down...but he still stands 6'2", weighing at around 215lbs-big baggy shorts-hair in braids-durag donned...however, his eyes filling up with tears. Standing there with him, it felt unnerving-something didnt feel right-why would you not want to leave?? He's been in custody, no freedom for ten years of his life-now hes free and he doesnt want to be-why?
His transporter showed up and took him from the facility...to "home"...to the unknown.